at peace

It has been a long time since I have been on here. It is ten pm and I am outside with the dogs and the quiet. 16 year old is sick very sick. She can hardly move. 4 year old is on the couch watching yo gabba gabba. Despite a lot of frustration I am feeling one with God and myself. I find that when I really breathe in nature and just shut up. I feel much closer to God. I have always been that way. I need a church that worships GOD in the evening and very quietly. Then I feel like I understand him and his great majesty. I came out there is a great breeze/slight wind, perfect temp for my long sleeves and pj pants,and just absolutely quiet. All the dogs are even sitting at my feet. It is the most beautiful night. Well I am going to finish enjoying it before my children or dogs have a say. Just wanted to share. Very happy now.